I am feeling overwhelmed on so many levels. The threat of becoming ill and the world shutting down this spring due to the Corona virus global pandemic effected me deeper than I thought. Even before this pandemic I took time off work because I was mentally stretched. I was tired and unfocused and confused. I felt like I was operating in a fog. I couldn't get myself together. Maybe my mind and body were preparing me for a shift. I am tired. I'm tired of being tired. These past few days, weeks, months have worn on my soul. Worn on my very being. I have been trying to release each thing only to be hit by something else soon after. This pandemic has made me reevaluate my sense of self. I am a people person. I am good in person. I am not an online instructor. Technology has scared me for a very long time. I am completely out of my comfort zone. I am also failing at being a good home teacher for my baby. Her sleep schedule is completely off, she's not actively engaging in classw...
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